90's Rolling Music - How I Feel Lyrics

At times i feel myself just getting trapped
Stuck in all these thoughts of you
I need to leave you in the past
But something keeps holding me back
The love i gave you
Too much to get back and ill never understand but girl you left me all mad
A young nigga felt bitter i felt this little
And the fact that we dont talk it got my heart feeling unsettled
But youll never understand
You'd rather let somebody say f*ck it and waive your hand
But you was there before the bands
And i just need you right now
This shit is hurting hard you make me wanna jump and shout
But what the f*ck im talking bout
Maybe i need to just think
Rolling all these damn blunts cuz ill be damned if i drink
Steady sippin drinking lean
Tired of feeling pressured
She can love me good but she can love me way better
Mood changing like the weather
Heart and mind f*cked up
I fumbled and got up
I see a place without you You can say this shit is looking up
True words yeah a young nigga speaking from his gut
These words gon have to hit your ass
Yeah quicker than a uppercut
Truth hurts wounds heal im done with it now wussup
Taught me not love somebody who aint down for the struggle

You know how i feel inside
You make my heart turn so cold
You making it hurt some more
You know how i feel inside
Wishing it was over now
You know your love is not allowed

Ever since December
I been tryna fix this bridge
Hoping i can get you
Long nights phone calls bad brauds
You gotta nigga missing you
Ive tried to be the best man for ya
I promised i would never put nothing before
But somehow your love slipped away
But each and every day i pray
I wanna love you some more
I wanna show you much more
But look how i got my heart wide open
Watching these pieces fall im broken
I just cant put it behind me
Im begging you for mercy girl just please treat me kindly
Does somebody have your heart i need you to find me
It didnt have to end this way
Im begging on my knees please stay please stay Oh yeah

Please Stay
Nah its more like please stay away
Do your own thang
Ima just go stay in my own lane
Cuz now i got this thang
People dont love the way you think
And everything you loved and hope for can be gone in jus the blink of an eye
Thats why i got this heater by my side
And ill let them all have it before they take this nigga alive

You know how i feel inside
You make my heart turn so cold
You making it hurt some more
You know how i feel inside
Wishing it was over now
You know your love is not allowed