Ben Klepfer - Heavy (feat. Evelyn Adams) Lyrics

I think of the moments
Where I feel so small
That if I were to disappear
It wouldn't matter at all
My mind keeps on pulling me
Every which way
Wishing I was someone else
Just for today

I'm trying
But nobody's perfect
I've hurt some people who didn't deserve it
And I'm sorry
'Cause you might not forgive me
But if you outlive me
Just know

I'm trying to hold steady
But the world's getting so heavy
'Cause I'm breaking, it's taking a whole lot of faking
To make it through
To make it through

I barely can trust
And it's hard to confide
'Cause there's no way to know
Who will stay by my side
But I won't let that be
How my life's defined
Even though I can't see
What I'm trying to find

I'm trying
But nobody's perfect
I've hurt some people who didn't deserve it
And I'm sorry
Cause you might not forgive me
But if you outlive me
Just know

I'm trying to hold steady
But the world's getting so heavy
'Cause I'm breaking, it's taking a whole lot of faking
To make it through
To make it through

I'm tryna make sense of this pain that i harbor
People's words can get get sharper and sharper
Things they say cut me under my armor
Waking up can get harder and harder and harder

I'm trying to hold steady
But the world's getting so heavy
'Cause I'm breaking, it's taking a whole lot of faking
To make it through
To make it through

I'm trying to hold steady
But the world's getting so heavy
'Cause I'm breaking, it's taking a whole lot of faking
To make it through
To make it through