Spaced Out Video (MV)

Maybe I should write this shit and never even put it out
I'm dodging bullets so how could I now?
Grab the pen and like a dyin' pet I'll put it down
Or should I step up in this game
I got my foot in now
But I couldn't bow
To no phony f*ckin' rappers
Even if this was the rapture, man
How could I now
A bunch of clowns I'm surrounded by who don't even know how to try to make real raps
I'll put my hook in now
You're overlookin' now
What it takes to even make it
There's more than talkin' bandz or gettin bitches
You should face it
I wouldn't start a beef if I didn't know what was at stake in
My current situation in this life that's gettin' basic
But my energy feels wasted
Life is dull
I wanna paint it
Every single color just so I can really feel I made it
Apparently my soul is tainted
Hope it isn't Satan cause to be completely blatant, man
My brain is feelin' brainless

Don't wanna be the first to say shit
That'll prolly leave my brain dripp-in' on the concrete where they caution tape it
An open case with no investigation
No medication could have replaced it
The feelin' of bein' insane with
Intoxication caused by a playlist brought by the grayness
Dark times
A vacant heart

'Cause I'm spaced out
Nobody's even talkin' to me
But it's okay now
And if they were, man, I'd want 'em to leave
I'll take out
Anybody tryna walk up on me
I get what's at stake now
And to be honest it ain't shockin' to me
But I'm spaced out

I wonder how many sleepless nights I'm gonna have before I get to see the light
If it's to make it
That goal imma keep in sight
Maybe I'll take it
I need to keep reachin' heights
Karma's a bitch
Man I hope that I treat her right
Sleep is the cousin of death so I'll sleep tonight
Family meetings where I only need to fight
Maybe defeating them is how to keep 'em right

Another zoned out night
Starin' at the ceilin' while I hold my phone out, right?
What do I know 'bout life?
I needa take a walk
But you know it's cold out, right?
Oh how nice
I see another idiot on Twitter who is tweetin'
Talkin' 'bout some of the greatest rappers seem to be defeated
And it doesn't seem like much
But this the shit I can lose sleep with
When it comes to ignoramuses, the famous can be beaten
All because a bunch of stupid pricks don't get it
They growin' older but just wont dead it
I tell 'em undo it
But they won't edit
They can stick their dick in life but got no head in
There is no sheddin' light upon these people
But maybe I am equal
Maybe I'm the evil
Maybe I'm a bunch of things like super strong or feeble
But the point is all these thoughts are pokin' at me like a needle
I wish life was only peaceful
But in actuality
Perfect peace is lethal which is backed by rationality
'Cause then it makes a cavity in the concept of contrast
Where you need two things to say to one that you want that
So in this case
It is okay to go 'head and flaunt that
And if someone is in your face
Put on 'em the brakes with combat
Spray 'em with mace
Haunt that
Prick 'till he shakes
Stomp that
Bitch in the face and is filled with misery
8 times more children that ate
A bunch of damn pills on a plate
And it sucks but victory waits me
Man I think I'm insane 'cause

'Cause I'm spaced out
Nobody's even talkin' to me
But it's okay now
And if they were, man, I'd want 'em to leave
I'll take out
Anybody tryna walk up on me
I get what's at stake now
And to be honest it ain't shockin' to me
But I'm spaced out

I'm so cold my heart is frozen
But I know that I was chosen
To be something that's not like you
And it is likely I will fight you