Blak Heni - Inside My Grave (Intro) Lyrics

I cried too many tears every time I think
Praying every night that I find my way
I can't lose my focus i know time don't wait
And I know my homies lookin down on me
Now they see me on they tryna ride my wave
They can't be with me when I'm inside my grave
I pour up codeine just to start my day
I'm sipping to get out my feelings
The tussin the only thing that help me

I came a long way from stealing them cars n burning em up on the back street
Ion indulge in no internet beef when u typing just make sure you @ me
Pride to the side to ask for a favor
Remember you say that you had me
You ain't show up when I needed you most I really thought you was my back piece
Bitch I feel like tony come n slide on me
You know I got that 40 30 rounds on me
I came up from nothing ain't no grind like this
Like Kodak from the cradle from the ground I went
Your way you can have it your way
Right to we don't need no foreplay
Try to look past all of your cold ways
Now you saying that I ain't the old me
Go away, i poured another 8
Hoping it destroy the pain
Help me ignore the pain
Think I'm Boutta float away
I gotta meditate
Know we gone see better days
Just don't turn away
How could you play me
Listen I'm done with the fakin
I let you in on my secrets
How could you ever betray me
I gave you a nickel when I had a dime
How can you niggas be hating
I got some enemies I never seen
It's honestly driving me crazy
I'm standing in the rain
I'm numb to all the pain
Say you want me that's a shame
I made it through that phase
No you won't find a nigga like me
A nigga shining
You kept on giving me the signs
But I kept on trying
You never thought that I'd leave
You mistake the kindness
Shouldn't even waste my time
But it's perfect timing
N we going all the way
Every night I'm hearing voices they be stuck in my head
In my life I made some choices
You just won't understand
And baby you can't change a soldier cause I'm stuck in my ways