Brooke Bennish - She Doesn't Miss Me Anymore Lyrics

She doesn't miss me anymore
And that's okay
But I still can't go to Central Park
In the month of May
It's not my fault, but then,
Who else's could it be?
She's long gone
It's all my fault
It's all on me
Am I crazy?
Holding onto memories so far away?
Someone please release me
I am not okay
My fantasy's been feeling just too real
These days
She's got a lover in the north
What a shame
She's playing house
I'm spinning out
I yearn to curse her name
But I implore and I adore
And I get mortified
And now I know that I won't sleep tonight
Oh, am I crazy?
Holding onto memories so far away?
Someone please release me
I am not okay
My fantasy's been feeling just too real
These days
Oh, I miss the counterfeit
As pathetic as it is
I miss you so
It's all I know
I'm just a loser and a joke
I'll let you go
Don't let me, though
I'll still be waiting by the phone
No, never mind
I'm really fine!
Please don't examine every line
I didn't mean it
Just forget it
Simply leave it
I am pleading
I think I'm crazy
Holding onto memories so far away
Someone please release me
I am not okay
My fantasy's been feeling just too real
These days