Cold State - Gruesome Lyrics

Utterly gruesome distaste
This cyclical mind frame
Of woe is me
I Gleefully Separate
To satiate
A blood marked bond between brothers
That's never gonna be the same
No longer getting in each others way
So I suppose what's meant to be will be
And I find it funny how I'm humming "C'est la vie"
That's just life
With a blade in the backbone
Severed ties
When giving all you've got
Leaves you getting left behind
Left to read between
The disgusting lies
Left with a rage
Lingering
Let me breathe
Let me breathe
Cuz I've been down this lonely road
(Too many times before)
Down this lonely road
With a blade in the backbone
(With a blade in the backbone)
Motherf*cker it's sad to say
But you'll not be forgiven
My soul gave way unto the resentment
Willing to light your way
Within a smothered flame
You f*cking took this for granted
You say you changed
While Repeating apologies
All the same
Over and over, again and again
You're making the same gruesome mistakes
That burned the bridge in the first place
I've never been the best to think
Before I say what I say
My brain iterates
I must reciprocate with disdain
You were too afraid
To look me in the eyes
Before you walked away
(And now)
Letting go
Is all we've really come to know
Your light repelling mine
Losing touch with time
It's getting hard to breathe
Let me breathe
(It's getting hard to breathe)
Let me breathe
Cuz I've been down this lonely road
(Too many times before)
Down this lonely road
(With a blade in the backbone)
Cuz I've been down this lonely road
Too many times before
Too many times before
Gruesome