Curtis Foster - OPEN LETTER (feat. Seuss Mace & C-Lance) Lyrics

Let's do this
Here's an open letter to you why I'm blue like
A bruise when I hit the ground, boom
Fell from new heights
Did me dirty once, I was cool, right?
Shouldn't have put myself in position
To get it another two times
But I thought you was down to ride
Never questioned your investment, not a doubt in mind
Under pressure from the weather of a clouded sky
Second-guessing myself like a thousand times
You always kept me on track like the Metra
Helpin' when my mind derail and it let go
Even when you keep on repeating that advice to me like an echo
It tend to be deflecting, don't penetrate through my temple
But you so, so special
Helpin' me fill in the empty thoughts like a stencil
Tellin' me to be ethical and I'll get it tendfold
Marchin' to the beat of metronome, settin' my tempo, yeah uh
I could go to you
To get a different perspective like it's a photobooth
My letters needing direction, get me the postal route
You got more synthetic energy than a solar roof, yeah, yeah
But you cut me down when I trusted
Propped me up for a crowd like ya puppet
Put me through hellfire, but no Munson
Membership begun to the club of dysfunction
Save your breath 'cause you made your bed
When words come out, no, they can't go back
What'chu really expect from me now?
Fool me once then it's shame on you
Fool me twice and the blame's on two
Why you always stressin' me out?
I put you first, you were that important
Focused on the trees, not the forest
My priorities need some sortin
So many times you put me down, I
Couldn't even fathom counting
I don't know what you get out it
It's like I don't even know you
Anymore, you seem to think I wanna control you
I just want the old us back
Before the world ravaged us
And you strayed away 'cause my habits
I f*ckin' wanna die, my soul feels hollow
I grab another bottle of poison and go swallow
Another installment on the inevitable fate
That awaits, and I hate that I'm so weak
Lately I've been
Sticking to myself, I don't speak
My heart's grown cold from the time left stale
I can notice you feeling the f*ckin' same as well
When I met you I promised you the world and made bail
But I never fall short of being a good dad
Refuse to hold a grudge 'cause I'm worse than you
I just take certain shit so personal
The only woman with my heart on this earth is you
I wish the pain that I caused you was reversible
F*ck all of the generic reconciliation
I need you to know I love you more than life itself
You say you'll always be there as long as I get help
But then you're telling me to go, telling me to stay
I love our lil' pain on replay
I don't even know what the hell to say
When the one you love make you feel like you up in the way
Our love is toxic
Save your breath 'cause you made your bed
When words come out, no, they can't go back
What'chu really expect from me now?
Fool me once then it's shame on you
Fool me twice and the blame's on two
Why you always stressin' me out?
I put you first, you were that important
Focused on the trees, not the forest
My priorities need some sortin
So many times you put me down, I
Couldn't even fathom counting
I don't know what you get out it
You and I took part in heart-to-hearts
We go way back like the start of Marky Mark
Couple acts where you played the part of narcy narc
Trouble passed, then we double dash it; Mario Kart
Rebound to layup, we bound to make up
Interactions seeming as if we on the Lakers
My soul been steamrolled by yo feet on the pavement
But I stay professional, word to Léon and Besson
We had the same dreams and goals, please I know
We support each achievement from
Each other, brothers tryna help another see the goal
That's what I thought until you crossed me, no Jesus pose
Mentally in the static of hell
You play with me then it's back on the shelf
Generally it's a habit I held
Return to sender, wrote this track to myself
Save your breath 'cause you made your bed
When words come out, no, they can't go back
What'chu really expect from me now?
Fool me once then it's shame on you
Fool me twice and the blame's on two
Why you always stressin' me out?
I put you first, you were that important
Focused on the trees, not the forest
My priorities need some sortin
So many times you put me down, I
Couldn't even fathom counting
I don't know what you get out it