Flood Video (MV)

I wanna be something that I'm not
My hand's always stopping but time's up
And everything is a question
But everything is an answer
But I wish it wouldn't end
With nothing in my head
It comes back at 2 am
I don't think we're even friends
I can't look you in the eyes
Cause I'm sure it would be nice
First impressions don't come twice
Cause I made you in my mind

There's nobody else in the world now
I made it away just to fall down
I don't even know you all that well
You know me for someone that I'm not

I wanna be something that I'm not

And I don't know what to say
Whenever you come my way
But I feel like that's okay
I'm not good enough anyway
So why'd you leave me in the grey?
I can't help but look away
Cause I made you in my brain
Yeah, I made you in my brain

And it makes no f*cking sense
And I'm hanging by a thread
And with every second then
Gives me symbiotic dread
But the abyss in my mind
Makes me wish that I was dead
Cause I made you in my head
Yeah, I made you in my head

And I'm running out of time
And my feelings wouldn't die
There's a hundred reasons why
I would wanna make you mine
But the abyss in your eyes
Only helps me realize
That I made you in my mind
Yeah, I made you in my mind

I made you in my mind on borrowed time

I did not know what to do
When I found myself in you
And God knows it might be true
But it seems I have no clue

It's true I knew I had to try
From the very moment you hit my eye
And I try to speak then wonder why
My knees are weak my mouth is dry
Why my mouth is dry, why my mouth is dryy-yy-y

It's painful I can hardly speak
My sentences are far too weak
For the flood of feelings in my head

I'll remember everything you said until I'm lost again