Dead Territory - Brutal Happiness (Re-Recorded) Lyrics

Early in the morning I woke up
I hate my life but nobody knows
With that grin I protect myself
It's like a shield against invaders
With that smile I enter every day
Of my f*cking life
Yo
Smiling face in my dreams
F*ck it
Smiling face in my dreams
F*ck it
If I smile every day
Nobody sees that something is wrong
Feelings about it are too complex
Won´t have discussions about them
But the pressure is really high
To have a change in my life
Smiling face in my dreams
F*ck it
Smiling face in my dreams
F*ck it
I have tried to find some rest
In this hopeless difficult times
But the more I think about it
The more I think there is no hope
The only thing that keeps me alive
Is to think back when I was young
If I could turn back
In my childhood
Everything is so easy to do
If I could turn back
In my childhood
Everything is so easy to do
The thought makes me sick
I will never turn back
In my childhood
Like a punch in my neck
In my dreams not getting back
The iron of my knife leads my hand
Brutal happiness is going to an end
Like a punch in my neck
In my dreams not getting back
The iron of my knife leads my hand
Brutal happiness is going to an end
Like a punch in my f*cking neck
In my f*cking dreams not never getting back
The iron of my knife leads my f*cking hand
Brutal happiness is going to an f*cking end