As I sit & wonder
At what makes me
And what breaks me
I find myself lost
For words to even explain
All this pain
My demons have taken over
My demons smile at me
Telling me how it should be
No love, no love, no love for me
Through all the lies
Through all the pain
All the loss
Just to feel it again
Open myself up
Just to break down again
My demons said
Love doesn't exist
Only fools believe this
Trust us
Never open up
If they come near
You should fear
Everything that they are
They cheat
They steal
They break
They take
They cry
They lie
Everyone should f*cking die
We hate
We hate
We hate
Everything about everyone
No one cares
No one dares
They all fear
To get near
All that's real
They can't deal
With you
Listen to us
Close yourself off
F*ck sex
They're all diseased
With a sickness
Narcissistic egomaniacs
Me, me, me
What about you
Little old you
The hurt little boy
Who just needed love
Yet they all laughed and judged
You're always the last you know
Worthless
Sad pathetic excuse for a man
Can't even stand
For what you hold so dear
Out of fear
Yes, it is because of us
The only ones you trust
Demons, demons, listen to me
Set me free
I can no longer be chained
I'll go insane
Let me out
Let me out
This isn't me
I have empathy
I, I, we, we, will never let you go
We're here to stay
Learn to play
Or stay
In your cell
In your hell
With each and every one of us