Bad at Pretending Video (MV)

There's parties with blue lights Florissant or black lights
Black people white people who's gonna be there
Sometimes I'm in it and sometimes I'm watching
Sometimes watch myself watching the watchers
I waited all week
To walk across the street to my friends house

Down in the basement the coke heads are crying
But coke makes me sleepy and it's to expensive
I don't have patients I leave I leave conversations
I don't say hello I don't ask about vacations
You're mother thinks I'm an asshole
But I'm really not that bad once you get to know me

So sorry if I'm bad at pretending you're not boring

There's so many names and the names hold no meaning
I forget faces cause faces are fleeting
There's someone I met while my best friend was puking
She seemed kinda cool yeah we talked about space ships
I waited all week
To see her at a party well here we are

So sorry if I'm bad at pretending you're not boring