Step down feel the soil, Step down smell the world
No more pills to take, No more therapies
Taste the world again, All of its benefits
Look up see the sky, One born another dies
Trapped again in the normal life
Those that stared at me will do it again
Those that laughed at me will do it again
Can't escape from them and I can't go back
Rehab no more - I'm fine, That I'm beautiful - they lied
That I'm fine - they lied, That I can live again - they lied
Misanthrope I've ever been, Hate the world - the human race
Control had defied, Their rules ruined my life
Won't fight- I'll let em out, Let free my damnation
Let free the urge inside, The urge
To harm a life, to grab my knife and feel again alive
Control myself - control is denied,
Filled with hate - equanimity denied
Control the mind - humanity denied
Not to hurt a man - DENIED
Not to cause more pain - DENIED
Acting rational - DENIED
Going back to normal - DENIED
It's a place without all the limits, it's a land where I find my spirit
Trapped inside a war between good and EVIL
Mindless way to reach deep inside me, find a person that's pure and clean
On the opposite all I found was EVIL
Deceitfulness and greed all around me EVIL
Freaks out on the run for profits EVIL
Consuming all the wealth by destruction
Cracking heads with thoughts for corruption
Nothing left for me to believe in Nothing left to give to the living
Time to turn the page back to state of EVIL
Destroyed the common sense rooted in me
No remorse is left, no forgiveness
Wrath consumes my mind, Preaching words of EVIL
Tasted the pain again, inhaled pure EVIL
I'll make em feel the same, let em taste pure EVIL
Make em find their selves in my darkness
Take em to the place where I've been
Whole destroyed, embryo and reborn
The story turned, my soul-it burns, I live a lie.
Misanthrope I've ever been, Hate the world - the human race
Control had defied, Their rules ruined my life, Won't fight I'll let em out
Let free damnation Let free the urge inside
The urge, To harm a life, to feel alive the truth above
DENIED