Denali Geesh - Bittersweet Lyrics

It's called depression when they tell you they fine
The whole time they really dying inside
You see it all in they eyes
Played hookie learned the streets on the side
Some of my friends ain't never see 25
2 deep in the ride
I roll my weed and put my seat on recline
Pour out some liquor for my gs in the sky
I know you see me I'm grinding
I broke some hearts ain't wipe no tears when they cried
They killed my cousin I was there when he died
I still ain't get pass that
I still ain't dig into my big bag yet
But leveled up they wish I missed my steps
Sometimes I miss my ex
Sometimes I wake up and I just feel stressed
Swallow my pride and say I just can't quit
I love the people that f*ck with me off the rip because I spit that shit
And feel like this
I'm hungry off the meals I've missed
Free the jails of all the innocent men
Who gotta feed they kids
And they ain't been there for they bday since
I ride for my brothers but drama we don't need that shit
It ain't making us no bread and nigga we not rich
I use to hustle on my weekday shifts tryna pursue my dreams
The money faster from the fiends then the streams
This life's a gamble black jack till we leave
I flashback to my teens
Then fast forward and say I'm happy to breathe
It's been some months since I've been back in the bean
It's been a minute since I told my grandmother that I love her that's deep for real

It's bittersweet when your friends look like your enemies
I'm back on Hennessy 3 grams stuffed in the blizz for me
I feed off energy I can't let nobody pretend with me
The motives get the cheese for the fam and split it with the team

I still think about Jerry Herman and D shots
Gully dbo and Bri's pops
He used to give us free game and told us we all that we got
The strength is in the numbers divided they find our weak spots
Ain't got no blood brothers but brothers I found on these blocks
I love my niggas even after they gone
I still got they numbers stashed in my phone
I still go on they Instagram liking pics then I get back in my zone
I know we'll meet again at the crossroads
No lost hope
Blow out smoke
I got a feeling ima win in a minute
And bring respect back to the game because these niggas is gimmicks
I dump my ashes on the critics
Tell em business is business
Won't sign a deal for them to tell me be different
I get it
I know my mama pray for me on the daily
I know willing to carry my baby
Don't hate me
Sometimes I don't pickup my phone and I ain't tryna be shady
It feels better being alone at times my mind going crazy
And I ain't f*ck with nobody lately
This rap money janky
Although I love the game I can't let nobody betray me
Going through the pain I found different ways I can face it
Overall I stay loyal and true those are the basics
Geesh

It's bittersweet when your friends look like your enemies
I'm back on Hennessy 3 grams stuffed in a blizz for me
I feed off energy I can't let nobody pretend with me
The motives get the cheese for the fam and split it with the team