The Alchemy (Blue Feelings) Video (MV)

I'm looking for heaven the lessons was sent
I'm heavenly sent I'm bowing down for GOD thru the tint
I'm thinking again it's nothing that compares to this win
I'm learning now that everything isn't dangerous or sin
How are you now I'm hoping that I'm making you proud
Was down for the count but on my way I figured it out
Was never in doubt I always had to learn a new route
It's never for clout I hope that I can trickle u down
A visual sound is something that I'm tapping in now
I'm outta
Yeah
I'm outta time but never outta mind
That suicide was running thru my conscious from the lost and found
I get to stinging like a hive if you dive in deep enough
Couple things that's built inside but I learned to keep it tuck
You do it for a buck
I'm doing this purely for the love
Yeah
It never was enough
Wave yeah

I wrestle with fire it's bringing me higher I tried to uh
Hide in the choir in hopes they won't find us I had to uh
Turn on the lighter to show them I'm brighter I like to uh
Talk about women in hopes they desire I kinda uh
Hated myself for the things I required I'm tryna uh
Teach to the kids and dig in the science but life is uh
Coming from angles I never empowered I'm tellling ya
Time is a essence im tryna move righteous and im gone
Yeah

I'm still grateful on a rainy day
A couple friends told me stay the same and never change your ways
I hope they mean what they say
I wanna see myself on front pages of magazines
But what's the fun if u can't share the seed
I thought of therapy
Maybe help me get sum clarity
Whoever bare with me
I'm just hoping that she cherish me
A lot of care in me I wanna share
See what's ahead of me
I've been a better me
I just needed you to care for me
I'm where the heavens be
I hope you make it where you care to be
Tried to plant a seed
Then I learned how to do everything
Mixing up that alchemy
This is everything I wanna be
And I'm gone
Who am I to u
Escaping these feelings of blue
I better see you soon