Designed to Fail - Note to Self (feat. Grace Guffey) Lyrics

I know that I don't deserve this
But is it worth it
Yeah I know
I'm not perfect
But there's gotta be a way out of this hell

I can't stand to see myself like this
Can someone tell me why I deserve this
How am I supposed to trust
With all of my dreams turning into dust
The mistakes that we make
The promises that we break
We are defined by hate
Through my veins poison seeps
How can one trust in a world so bleak
This darkness devours my soul
Still lost in what I can't control
Going under in a sea of pain
I'm fading like blood in the rain

And I know I don't deserve this
Is it worth it
Yeah I know
I'm not perfect
But there's gotta be a way out of this hell

This is a note to self
To never put my trust into somebody else
These scars upon my soul run deep
Trust shattered, buried so steep

And I know I don't deserve this
Is it worth it
Yeah I know
I'm not perfect
But there's gotta be a way out of this hell
And I know I don't deserve this
Is it worth it
Yeah I know
I'm not perfect
But there's gotta be a way out of this hell

Go ahead try to push me off the edge
I'm one step to insanity, but this won't be my end
Forget all these words you never said
This is my note to self