Dib Dooley - This Is A Panic Attack Lyrics

This is a panic attack
Feels like it's crawling up my back
I think I need a good smack
Or something else to bring my mind back up to track
Can someone shut off the noise
I'm trying very hard to keep my balance and poise
Want something I can enjoy
Before my nervous system ends up all destroyed
Must have been something I've seen
I must be over reading lines stuck in between
Maybe I'm going crazy
When can I ever stop this anxiety
Well, somewhere deep inside my mind is where I've laid our scene
In a place where civil blood can turn your civil hands unclean
It's supposed to be a travesty which quickly turned to tragedy
Your anxious coping strategies are not known for their majesty
Musician and magician make a hell of a career
You write much better songs with all the powers of a seer
But I'm just spiraling with pirating the thoughts of my demise
If anyone can understand, I'll gladly take advice
Some say it's kinda dull or kinda fancy
What? Self-indulgent necromancy?
It can be good, bad, or flawed
I don't care, I'm playing God
Oh, and if it's such an evil deed to make the whole world sing for me
I think these people just don't see the problem their thoughts make for me
See, he subjugates the things around him almost every day
He's shifted 'round reality so much he thinks it's child's play
Oh, and wouldn't it be interesting if you could see through my disguise
I'm tantalizing God using the weapon of surprise
I aim to tear away attention from the F-U-C-K-E-R-Y
The stupid little nuances that tear apart our daily lives
Oh, and if I become a martyr
Cause I live my life much larger than the 9 to 5
Baby I'm willing to die
You see, I tried to have a party
But you killed off all my friends
I was really disappointed
But my life's now at its end
And if there should be a reason
It's cause murder is in season
For us ghosts and all their heathens
To avoid it would be treason
So..