It's not safe here I can't stay
Needing to desaturate
Embrace this falling into grey
Better that than waiting
I won't roll with the changes
Just put em' all down and lay back
Don't be concerned cause
It's better now to feel this than mad
(Better now to feel this)
Than rage that, forms and it rises in stages
Can't find a reason to stay when
We're so much the same
But not on the same page
And no-one can see it all
But I'm feeling it breaking
(Breaking)
Maybe I'd call but
It's harder to learn from mistakes when
(When I don't feel so ashamed)
And it's not my fault if it doesn't exist
Hate looking back at the moments I missed
If it was worth it, figure it out
Maybe I'd try but I know you're too proud
Hate that it left just as fast as it came
Part of what comes with not feeling the same
It's all done, it's all on the table
There's nothing to save
And I am not ashamed