Headspace Video (MV)

I've been so lost (so lost) in this headspace
I've been so lost (so lost) in this headspace
I've been so lost (so lost) in this headspace yeah
I'm just tryna figure out some things in life
I'm just tryna figure out some things in life
Lately I've been contemplating all these feelings
Absorbing emotions for inner healing
Looking back at it all, it's so revealing
Should've fixed the wheel when it was squealing
But instead of fixing it, I kept on peeling
Thinking that the sky was my ceiling
While mentally and emotionally I'm concealing
About to lose it all, and start unreeling
So I don't feel love
Probably because I fear love
Never experienced real love
Shutting down is how I cope and I deal love
So I don't feel love
Probably because I fear love
Never experienced real love
Shutting down is how I cope and I deal love
I've been so lost (so lost) in this headspace
I've been so lost (so lost) in this headspace
I've been so lost (so lost) in this headspace yeah
And let's be real with each other for a second
Sometimes we be out here breaking our own heart
Because we be expecting us from other people
And that ain't how the world is set up
See, no matter how big your heart is
And how good your heart is
This world is cruel
And it's some people that'll use you,
Drain you and deplete you
Until you have nothing left
And they'll discard you
And they'll move on to the next person
So they can fill that void
And keep using somebody else
While you sitting over here
Picking up the pieces
Trying to figure out why
And I guaranteed you
Them same folks showed you who you was
You just ignored the red flags at the beginning
And them same red flags that you're ignoring
Is gone be the same red flags
That wave you till the ending
And that's real spill
So you gotta understand
That you can't keep walking around here
Blaming everybody else
You gotta take accountability for your issues
So I'ma tell you right now
You gotta take that time to self-heal
And deal with the problems
Because you can't walk around
Pointing the finger at everybody else in this world
You gotta part to play too
I've been so lost (so lost) in this headspace
I've been so lost (so lost) in this headspace
I've been so lost (so lost) in this headspace yeah
I'm just tryna figure out some things in life
I'm just tryna figure out some things in life
Just trying to figure out some things in life
I'm just trying to figure out some things in life
Just trying to figure out some things in life
I'm just trying to figure out some things in life
Just trying to figure out some things in life
I'm just trying to figure out some things in life
I'm just trying to figure out some things in life
I'm just trying to figure out some things in life