Not gonna lie, I been feeling kinda emotional
Ready to die, but I know I got a long way to go
And I'm still sipping actavis, I ain't proud fasho
But it's the only form of therapy that I just know
I seen my mama cry, you know there's pain inside my heart
I seen my homie pass away, a lotta days were dark
I keep f*cking on my exes, though we split apart
I keep thinking bout this bitch like, damn she left a mark
Like "damn she hurt me", your other nigga just thirsty
I just, bought me a gun cause I know niggas tryna murk me
My cup is muddy, it's dirty, street nigga but I'm still nerdy
They know me because I'm certi, with other bitches I'm flirty
It ain't the same though, you know I'm f*cking other women
But I miss my main hoe
I'm still sipping lean and popping pills, I'm still the same though
This perki finna kill me, I just can't wait till the day go
Yeah, till the day go
It's 10pm in Joburg, nigga not enjoying life
And I just bought me some designer drugs, finna die tonight
Should I end it? Should I not? I think of suicide
I'm in my feelings, look outside my window, city lights
It's 10pm in Joburg, nigga not enjoying life
And I just bought me some designer drugs, finna die tonight
Should I end it? Should I not? I think of suicide
I'm in my feelings, look outside my window, city lights
And it's tradition
Niggas tryna judge me for sipping lean but these niggas don't know how the f*ck I'm feeling
They paint a picture of Donalin being a villain
But in reality, Donalin just a victim
But in reality, Donalin not a witness
The only thing changed is Donalin handle business
I look Bkay in the eyes like boy we winning
God forgive me cause a nigga just be sinning
Spend a couple thousand, chilling with some women
Got my homies out the hood like yeah stop dealing
2021, a nigga made a killing
2022, we at the top, we living
2023, I'm focused on my riches
2024, I got like 50 bitches
2025, a nigga got 10 milly
2026, I don't see myself living
It's 10pm in Joburg, nigga not enjoying life
And I just bought me some designer drugs, finna die tonight
Should I end it? Should I not? I think of suicide
I'm in my feelings, look outside my window, city lights
It's 10pm in Joburg, nigga not enjoying life
And I just bought me some designer drugs, finna die tonight
Should I end it? Should I not? I think of suicide
I'm in my feelings, look outside my window, city lights