Just keep going towards the light
It's almost too late
Let's talk about problems we all face today Instead of living in our own kind of selfish ways
I've been coming to terms with the way we've been living Banning god in schools to blind us from the sinning
But Drag queens can sit down and read to your kids I don't think you know what hypocrisy is
You ban religion but you force your position Influencing children to partake in the sinning
It's a shame, you think you're right putting them through it But when it comes to my kids, well you can't do it
What's the point of all of the schooling If it's making every single one of us foolish
Blind to the devil who continues consuming Taking your life, it's your soul he's been choosing
And we give freely, just let him do it If we turn to God, he can pull us through it
Talk about my first marriage, how it went south Spending day and night not to blow my brains out
Lean on a bottle just only to see That the devil had a hold, he was coming for me
I turned to the Bible just trying to find an answer The pain cut deep and it spread like a cancer
It was just me and my son for two weeks He went to bed and I would stay up and drink
Trying to make sense of a broken heart While he slept soundly I was falling apart
The day that he left to be with his mom I was breaking down all f*cking day long instead of conviction
I leaned on addiction, my own temptation Suicidal ideation, I was on my knees
With the trigger I squeezed But at the last second threw myself down and beckoned
God please, save me from this hell Little did I know God saved me from myself
Five years later, I'm a better man for it And I owe it to God for opening another doorway
I ain't the only one that battles with the devil My sister been there, down deep on that level
She would self-medicate any way that she could Dope fiend in the flesh, buying shard in the hood
Chasing that high every single night When she didn't realize spiritually it was a fight
Between God and the demons that kept her fiending Laying in bed screaming from fevers day dreaming
She would ask me for money cause she spent it on drugs Now she's saved gettimg high on baby hugs
Everybody's different, battle situation For some it's anger, dopamine, and temptation
Don't ever think that you're fighting it alone Because somebody already been there and left a tombstone
Just give it to God, if you're feeling dismantled Because he won't ever give you more than you can handle
God saved me, this much is true I hope and pray that you find the light too
I'm not better than anyone else But God made me better than I was to myself
He changed my life, he set me free He paid the debt to give me eternity
I know I can't save everyone that I see And I know I'm not perfect, he saw me perfectly
We all have thorns, sticking our sides there To remind us we aren't saved without Christ
This isn't me just trying to convert you I'm telling a story and maybe it deters you
From falling too far from the people you love And hopefully find the savior that's above
And believe it or not, you're worth more than that You're not replaceable like you might have thought in the past
You deserve to live a full life So give it to God, when you got demons to fight
He'll shield you at night in your darkest of times Never lose faith and stay in the light
Here's a prayer that I pray for you That God shields you in everything that you do
And he gives you strength to get through any struggle And that he makes your path straight from any trouble
Amen