Dreaming of a Day - Distorted Lyrics

Feelings of hate and anguish
Is how you make me feel
These wounds are deep, I cannot heal
I'm all alone!
I'm all alone!
Until I've reached my breaking point
I cannot conceal
My feelings have prevailed

All along I've struggled
Maintaining the thoughts you buried in my head
Mind-washed with nothing but lies
Its nothing new!
Its nothing new!
As I try to find
The truth that's been hidden inside
But nothing turns out right
Once you're clear, I lose my mind!

What I feel is far too strong
For me to keep holding on
What if all of this was wrong
Maybe I've been gone for far too long
How could I have been so blind
With everything that I left behind
We've been through this a thousand times
The thought of you has been making me lose my mind

Feelings of hate and anguish
Is how you make me feel
Scars don't heal, the past revealed
I'm all alone!
I'm all alone!
Walking down these silent halls
I come to realize
The past isn't always right
Distorted behind the light

I cant believe the lies
Behind those diamond eyes
After all that I've tried
Reading between the lines
Yet after all this time
And as I come to find
Thinking that you'd be mine
These nights I can't rewind

What I feel is far too strong
For me to keep holding on
What if all of this was wrong
Maybe I've been gone for far too long
How could I have been so blind
With everything that I left behind
We've been through this a thousand times
The thought of you has been making me lose my mind