"Spent the last 5 months looking for the antidote
I've been getting way too high on the roof where we used to smoke
Who am I supposed to be now
With no one to call me out
And it's still burning the poison you left in my bloodstream
Oh and I'm learning there's no waking up from this bad dream
I feel it take control
I feel you in my pulse
And I'm looking for the antidote
I overdrink and then I over share
Then I overthink on if anyone cares
Who am I looking to find
When you still got a hold of my mind"