Drew the Recluse - Survive Lyrics

Hallelujah
I survived every petty thief and shooter
I've had this vision since a little kid
Travel the world and love what helps me live

Lord forgive me
I've made mistakes along the way I know it
But just don't hold that shit against me
My promise to you isn't empty

F*ck all the women and fabrics
Sulking in my habits
Popping champagne til there's bubbles in my stomach

Smoke from all that loud had me feeling like I'm king of the world
Ain't no limits, cause one day they'll say I'm something

How you feel, how you feel now
Hating on me cause I can pay my bills now
You mad because I grin from ear to ear
Is it better to be loved or be feared
I don't know? I just need the balance

I use to dream of flashing lights
Now in my dreams I sleep at night
It might be wrong but feels so right
I gotta survive
I gotta survive

No excuses
I have no reason to be left behind
I praise the lord and count my blessings
Fumbled a lot but learned my lesson

Lights and cameras
These other niggas crave the glitz and glamour
But I want more than just the basics
My hardest trial is my patience

I've been afraid it's all for nothing
Just a lot of bluffing
Something that's distracting me from something so much better

But what's the point in living if you can't feel alive mother f*cker?
I'm just too dedicated to forget the way it feels

How's it feel now?
I'm drowning all my limits and my fears out
Told myself this is the year I find my own
But still there's just no other place like home
I'm born to die in Suburbia

I use to dream of flashing lights
Now in my dreams I sleep at night
It might be wrong but feels so right
I gotta survive
I gotta survive