take it to the grave Video (MV)

Life is a lie
Why the f*ck I don't want love even though I feel empty inside
Nowhere to hide
Nowhere to run in this moment I feel like I might suicide
I wanna fly
But they be holding me down making me feel like I wanna die
I'm in demise
Tell me why I don't see God anymore when I look to the skies
Gave it my all
Still I feel nothing but I came from nothing I just want it all
Thought you was special I said that I loved you until I realized wasn't no feelings involved
Everything changed
Maybe one day we could weather the storm and just kiss in the rain
No one to blame
You did me wrong and I'm doing you wrong so we one and the same

You ain't ever care when you seen me bleeding
Left on read you ain't text me either
Trynna stay the course like a wide receiver but it falls down when you start to grieving
Say you getting tired of the way you treated
Where the f*ck was you when I really needed
You by my side you ain't find a reason now I'm holding my heart like I pledge allegiance
Now I'm finna restart like I'm changing seasons
When you locked my heart I put the key in can't feel a thing
Say you been down I feel the same I feel the shame
Ion why I wanna blow my brains
Married to the game and the Mary Jane
Life so hard but I overcame thoughts in my head take it to the grave and that's true