Hold Video (MV)

Try to hold myself together, so that no one ever sees me fall apart
I'm so scared of happy ending that I never wanna let the story start
My self-love and my self-hate, my best friend and my best days, it's not great, but I'm okay
Cause talking leads to crying, leads to both of us deciding you should stay, you should stay
I'm still living, thank God I'm still feeling, got some people that I'm missing, you can say I'm still healing
It's like my heart was on your hit list, your heart was on my wish list
We should've never even did this, took my shot, I should've missed it
Take a shot so you can feel this, you speaking to the realest
Where I come from, we the villains, broken souls, never healing
From broken bones, headstones, eating noodles out the bowl
Momma working, daddy gone, granny crib was just like home
Momma put us in a t-shirt, we couldn't get along
Daddy sent us to the room, he ain't want us acting grown
Never knew this was my dream, granny knew it all along
From singing all the songs at home, being in the talent shows, she know
Life ain't really been the same without my cousin, free Duke
If you ain't rocking with me now, I hate to say it, f*ck you
The girl that's rocking with me now, I hope you know I love you
I wanna move you out the town and change the way that we view
But having faith can be hard
Yeah, I know the risk of giving out my love and my heart
Nobody showed me how to love, so show me just where to start
Nobody showed me how to love, so show me just where to start
Show me just where to start
Show me just where to start
Show me just where to start
My self love, my self hate, my best friend and my best days
It's not great, but I'm okay
Cause talking leads to crying, leads to both of us deciding
You should stay
You should stay
Cause talking leads to crying, leads to both of us deciding
You should
You should stay
You should stay
You should
Baby, you could
Try to hold myself together so that no one ever sees me fall apart
I can't fall apart
I won't fall apart
No
Try to hold myself together so that no one ever sees me fall apart