Cut my wrists and watch them bleed
It's the only release I need
The pain is planted in my brain like a seed
Watch it grow every time that I feed
It consumes everything in its path
It's never ending it lasts
As I lay here with my emotions on my sleeve
I leave this dream saying this last thing
I wish I was the king that you've been asking for
The one you swore to end the war in your storm
But I'm worn down so low to the floor
Leaking red, I can't see no more
My decisions have disrupted my vision
Stealing my chance to hit reset
To forget all the times I've wrongly chosen
The path I walk has left me frozen
In the dark alley take my last breath in the rain
It sounds insane, but I feel no shame or pain
I had everything to lose and only silence to gain
A chance to stop all the voices in my brain
I know you're hurting, it's hard to explain
Being dead is the only way
I could feel the worth inside my head
But don't cry for me and just be the man that I couldn't be
I see the tears fall in the rain
Hit the concrete beneath my feet
Let's be discreet and fade away
Like my heartbeat, now I know defeat
My demons have won,
I've reached my end but you've just begun
I try to speak but my existence is done
I hope you don't choose the same road my son
You are the one,
Move on it's done
Pick up a gun,
Or you will be shun
Gone without a trace,
Try to embrace
Your place in this race
And tie your shoelace before its too late
There's a power inside,
And keep it confided
You'll have to hide,
Cause they don't wanna try
And extinguish the light,
And tear up your insides
Until you're nothing
Anymore