HOL!DAY - Self Destruct Lyrics

I've lost myself, someone else from within is in my skin
He knows me well, I don't know how it's gunna end, sends me round the bend
Maybe I'll self destruct again
I'm so cold, check for pulse. Let's have a toast, I'm comatose
He's broke my will and still, I'm beside myself again
Charades are wearing thin, I'm never noticing
How it's all because of me, I'm my own worst enemy
The walls are caving in, inside my head
I'm about to overflow, subject to vertigo
But I can't let it in, these tendencies have left me on the edge
Of a ledge, where the game has been rigged
It puts me off to think, I'm my own worst enemy
Self destructive tendencies
Keep going on too long, he's right I'm wrong
Which spawned a bond, it's fond and came along inside of me
Chemically it's misery
Sulk that I'm morose, my cells are predisposed
But I can't let it in, I found myself inside of my own skin