The colors are bleeding and I am receding into scenes of yesterday
I want to move forward, propel myself toward the point where nothing can stay
My solemn conviction, I'm on a mission I'm closing in carefully
I know I am scared of myself, unprepared to get well, terrified to believe
The story unwinds; unraveling time, and I can barely breathe
Sickened with panic, there's something satanic about this memory
How long can I weep here? I loved the Grim Reaper until I saw his face
Bent on a killing spree, people unwillingly vanished without a trace
The closer I get, the further I go
The more I commit the less I control
I'm closing in, closing in on something big
And I don't wanna know just yet what it is
Now that I'm closing in I know what's been holding me back from taking my life.
I once made a promise, I swore to be honest-to-God I saw nothing that night
I'm sorry I woke up and came into focus but there is an artist in me
Shaking the truth from my bones letting it known the secrets are free now
The closer I get, the further I go
The more I commit the less I control.
I'm closing in, closing in on something big
And I don't wanna know just yet what it is