Gift to Myself Video (MV)

I don't matter, I don't care
I've had enough
I hate what I see in the mirror
Where will I end up
In the hands of a worser fate
Is it too late to give

A gift to myself to lift up my buried face
No more disgrace
A gift to myself to soften my cruel tongue
No more harm done

Showers in the leaden sky
Once begun will always cry for me
Flowers blossom with a sigh
Forever young and full of why
I can be their seed and all I need is

A gift to myself to lift up my buried face
No more disgrace
A gift to myself to soften my cruel tongue
No more harm done

What will it be
When will I receive
When will I receive
When will I receive
A gift to myself
When will I be
A gift to myself