Part of Me Video (MV)

Part of me is hiding in a closet in despair
Trying to survive another day in fear
Part of me can't be reached by anything but pain
As I relive memories I no longer can contain

Part of me is comatose, completely in shock
Trying to cope with all the horrible things I forgot
Part of me has anger I don't know to feel
As I try to believe none of it was real

I am hiding in my hole
Aching for things that will fill my soul
Why do I have to know myself
This part of me doesn't want any help

Part of me is thinking if I hold onto this
Empty part of me I'll cease to exist
Part of me is holding on and part of me is letting go
And I don't know what to do, so I am

I am hiding in my hole
Aching for things that will fill my soul
Why do I have to know myself
This part of me doesn't want any help

Part of me is thinking
Part of me is drinking of the bitter cup
And thinking, just suck it up
Part of me is waiting
Part of me is fading into my memories
Waiting to cease, to cease to exist
Part of me feels like this