Adrift I am
I've been here for a lifespan
Awaiting the end...
So here I am
Apathetically gazing
Through my screen of polycarbonate
So here I am
Drifting, shifting
Through a clarified, but altered state
And my eyes slowly
Wander across the sea of suns
And my mind starts to wonder
Does it end or has it just begun?
Soon, as I will seize to be, I see
That the vastness is a mirror to me
I relent, as in I give
And silent falls my will to live
In the end
And my eyes slowly
Immerge into the sea of suns
And I rise above the only
Barrier between all and none
In the end
In the end I crave for
Silence of the voices
They've made me cry for
Long forgotten choices
In the end I seek the
Feeling of security
So I bare my soul to
The obscurity
Nadir, I lost you way back
Crossing the thin red line
Lights up and fade to pitch black
Nadir, I left you in time
Zenith, I embrace you
Scenic, my last goodbyes
Let go, illusions come true
Zenith, euthanize...
I leave my life behind
For my peace of mind
Take my last goodbyes
For my peace of mind
I Leave my life behind
Agonize!
For my peace of mind
Traumatize!
Take my last goodbyes
Mesmerize!
For my peace of mind
I am euthanized!
I am agonized!
I am traumatized!
I am mesmerized!
Euthanized!