Don't Envy Me Video (MV)

A minute ago, I lost almost all my friends
Sadly the destruction never ends
What is a girl to do when the mind takes over
No one nor nothing else could show her
The lack of control, the pain, the rain
Showering over me as the days remain
Dark side, oh no, stay away
Looks like you kidnapped my brain
Mental health coming at a brutal price
No illusion, self betrayal, no advice
If only there can be a time traveling device
I don't want this to be a part of my life
Wouldn't wish my past upon the worst
Destroys your self esteem, sanity starts to burst
Let's break this down it's a disgusting disease
Where nightmares live, waking up is no guarantee
Erasing all of it effortlessly from my mind
Different from last time, at least there's no rewind
Shaking out of fear non stop like never before
Misunderstood, experience my subconscious roar
A minute ago, I lost almost all my friends
Sadly the destruction never ends
What is a girl to do when the mind takes over
No one nor nothing else could show her
The lack of control, the pain, the rain
Showering over me as the days remain
Swords targeting my heart
Blood bath coming up, trying to protect the front
As enemies hunt down the prey
Feeling useless and weak, hoping to survive another day
Suffering through this unreal storm
Running through my veins, mania begins to form
While the psychosis burns down memories
A game of thrones, is this even possible
A minute ago, I lost almost all my friends
Sadly the destruction never ends
What is a girl to do when the mind takes over
No one nor nothing else could show her
The lack of control, the pain, the rain
Showering over me as the days remain
Dark side, oh no, stay away
Looks like you kidnapped my brain
Lack of control, the pain, the rain
Showering over me as the days remain
Dark side, oh no, stay away
Looks like you kidnapped my brain