Devastated Video (MV)

An you can look me in my eyes
And see I'm hurtin
I cant be judged for what I did
Nobody's perfect
An if I tell you that I love you
Then its worth it
I won't be tricked by they flaws
I gotta purpose
I been swervin'
Hope I don't crash out
Workin' I been workin'
I'm tryna cash out
Grind hard gotta grind hard
Show my ass off
Big dog wit no big dog
That's what they mad bout
On my grind so long
I cant give up
I been hurt so much
I had enough
But I'm built like ford
You know I'm tough
I got help myself
Ain't need a crutch
They wanna tell me what to do
But I'm like f*ck that
I gotta use the famous term
You know I'm thuggin
An if that nigga say its up
You know its nothin
Don't make me slide
Down yo block
And get to bustin
I'm so disgusted
Wit all this fake shit
Blocked out
Ill get you knocked out
Fa all that hatin
It's comin
My time comin
Keep being patient
Stay focused
Just keep it going
And you gone make it
Closer I'm getting closer
I could taste it
Millions a couple millions
I'm goin chase it
I'm aching my heart is aching
No I cant take it
Demons they takin over
Pray I could shake em
It broke my heart
When I seen Dre
Behind them jail bars
An I still cry from Jalen death
I swear I'm still scarred
I'm divin on the deep end
F*ck a life guard
Feel like its comin to a end
Fight fa ya life boy
No I cant take no more
Lord have mercy on my soul
Pray for me
Hope we make it through
I'm devastated
I'm devastated
An you can look me in my eyes
And see I'm hurtin
I cant be judged for what I did
Nobody's perfect
An if I tell you that I love you
Then its worth it
I won't be tricked by they flaws
I gotta purpose
I been swervin'
Hope I don't crash out
Workin' I been workin'
I'm tryna cash out
Grind hard gotta grind hard
Show my ass off
Big dog wit no big dog
That's what they mad bout