Ryan Malamatos - Hold Back Lyrics

Guess I'm just worthless
Oh but your perfect
Finally coming to grips with
Why this shit isn't working
I need a hand lend me hand
Building my home top of the sand
Give me the bucket I'll do it again
F*ck it I'm losing I blew with the wind
You can fight back wouldn't try that
Look at these pieces I'm building a puzzle
Grandma will like that
Doubted myself you proud of ya self
Just give me the pen and the paper
No favors and f*ck it I'll route it myself
Gone why you tripping man slow down
Yo you different bro it's no doubt
Look we gon' get it there somehow
Know it seem difficult right now
With all these problems and bottles
Wish it was diamonds and dollars
Instead you inviting the drama

Been dealing with demons for so long
They just keep telling me hold on
But I can not hold back
I been fighting from the inside
I don't trust it homie that's that
Hey trust it homie that's that
Hey trust it homie that's that
Hey I can not hold back
I been fighting from the inside
I don't trust it homie that's that

All the sudden I feel empty
You gone take or send me
Hit the brakes real gently
Damn time move swiftly
God are you there I hope so
I feel like hell I know so
Chill in my shell slow mo
Til I break this spell solo
Yea all this poison soaked in my skin
Trying not to lose to my fears
Sitting here holding all of this in
Should I put the barrel straight to my head
Na I can't do this shit to my fam
So I just sit and soak in my sin
Hey I'm knocking let me in
Tell em I'm sorry I aint do too well
Tell em I'm hardly still alive myself
Maybe we can figure out do things different
You sitting there talking but I cant listen

Been dealing with demons for so long
They just keep telling me hold on
But I can not hold back
I been fighting from the inside
I don't trust it homie that's that
Hey trust it homie that's that
Hey trust it homie that's that
Hey I can not hold back
I been fighting from the inside
I don't trust it homie that's that