Tamari - No Idea Lyrics

I don't know if I even believe it
I don't know if I could even be it
I don't know if I even see it
I do know I'm here for a reason
If I had the cash, would it even last
What would be my life if i didn't rap
I'm just not present, I'm stuck in the past
I know my future is filled with bags
I'll Take those stacks, and I'll give em back
Give people the wants I've never had
I'm a different breed I guess
They don't want me to see success

I don't know, no clue, I don't have any idea
Looking through, foggy view, wish it was clear
What's Stopping me from breaking through I got an idea
Ive got to pay my dues, nothing's stopping Me only fear
I don't know, no clue, I don't have any idea
I see ya, hate to be ya, pockets big bitch madea
Pull up to my soup kitchen, best bet I'll feed ya
Stick with me through thick n thin And I'll always need ya

Stay up late every night
Why do I even try
Would it be different if I died
Askin Christ who am I
Up all night money ain't everything
Give it another go, my life's strange
Can't be a goat if I was at hells gate
My life won't be defined by fame
I've never changed I'm still the same
That's what they all say
There's Your sign that they fake
Cut em out asap for your sake
If you don't change, how do you grow
How the f*ck am I supposed to know
All Jokes aside, I'm searching for my soul
Me and my wallet we never fold
Y'all some damn birds, crows
Black clothes Edgar Allen Poe
Blow up your galaxy with my notes
Look at me I reaped what I showed
Whatever I write seems to come true
As if Ion already tell the truth
I'll End up writing out my own doom
I'll die when I'm supposed to not too soon
What would you do if you
Felt your future Was haunting you
Type of thoughts I have staring at my roof
In the night time hate a sober mind
I need a bottle of white wine
Never mind I'd rather get a light
Thirsty hoes trynna hit my line
Best part of business is minding mine
Looking back like why did I ever whine
Looking back at the knives in my spine

I don't know, no clue, I don't have any idea
Foggy view, looking through, wish it was clear
What's Stopping me from breaking through Ive got an idea
Ive got to pay my dues, nothing's stopping Me only fear
I don't know, no clue, I don't have any idea
I see ya, hate to be ya, pockets big bitch madea
Pull up to my soup kitchen, best bet I'll feed ya
Stick with me through thick n thin and I'll always need ya