Traumatized Video (MV)

Yeah, I'm thanking God, he showed me grace for another day
He kept me alive when my best friend, got shot in my face
I never see so much blood, I think we need a bank
I never see so much money, I'm on the money chase

I got my mama taken away from me at an early age
I'm traumatized, I got tears rolling from down my eyes
Get even deeper when mommy dies, said I'm traumatized
Man, I can't take this for my life, and I can't visualize it

You know the saying, the apple don't fall too far from the tree
The same shit that my mama went through, it happened to me
The only thing different, see I ain't dead yet, and I ain't even leaving
Nigga, where my kid at

Cause I don't give up either
I had to throw up my hands and call on Yah for it.

Now, call on yah for it, nigga, I'll die for it
Just like your big brother
Steppin' on these niggas neck cause I'm a big stepper
And when it come to all this money, I'm the big dipper

Don't you ever f*ck me over like your dick bigger
Now, I'm big me up, pull me up out the root there
You think it's beef nigga let me send my dawgs there nigga

See I done changed, nah really though I changed
I stopped using these niggas cause the last one brought me pain

I'm screaming out to YAH but I don't use his name in vain
I stopped looking at fear cause that's the shit I overcame
Put rocks on ciroc, sip my shit and do my dance
I know you gon' get it, I got my niggas pulling strings

They searching on the prowl and all I do is give a name
You must've forgot, bitch I'm moving like a queen
You moving like checkers, but you in the wrong game
You shoulda thought twice before you took my daughter gang

Why y'all keep on trying me like I don't got hitters beside me
Ready to ride, anytime a nigga side eye me
Nigga slide, west side where I be
Told my nigga to shoot twice, and throw that bitch up in the creek
Shh shh shh
Can't let him know that shit was me
I'm the Queen bitch.
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