Rose tinted glasses/Yet my visions 20/20
JT style ambition/Expose y'all n get nuthin
My life's so N-Sync/Y'all must think I'm f*ckin frontin
Could be 'part of the five/I'd rather be a rockin robin
Life's like my feed/I need that shit to be clean
Greatness the only option/I woke up in 23
Girl's got spirit like a stallion/She's just a different breed
They say it's 'bout tallies/But is that what I need
Tryna thrive in this shit/Life's gotta be pristine
Rest in peace to Eric/They don't want you to breathe
We get on our knees/They use it to make us bleed
Y'all don't even listen/Whenever I chose to speak
And if I say a word/They takeaway everything
Rest in peace to Eric/But I'm enticed by Mermaid's
Try to tip the scale/But you can't swim with that weight
Lovers at the lagoon/ As I drift down in a daze
Clotheless in the groto/Call that equalitay
Satisfaction is sensless shit/We'll always be needing more
Exclusive on the releases/Prime position on the weekend
Could see us reach completion/But easier to say I can leave it
Tree in the fall/My connections end up leafless
Bugatti's and Lambo's/Pool party's in Cebu
Tintin all my windows/So you can't call me see through
Strive for whips and chains/To distance myself from slave
Can't remember yesterday/But they say it's all the rage
(Don't let my sister know)
Color of my skin/They don't see a difference
Politically correct/Do you respect the preference
Comfortable is crisp/We don't want offenses
Richard Sherman shit/Don't see us on the defensive
She don't believe him/But she'll keep him
She'll find comfort/But is that enough
We're together/Yet we're separate
We're lovers/Should we accept that fate
Prey on fear n' doubt/Accept killer standards
Die missing out/On promised grandeur
Mask on in the bedroom/So I'll never join her
Take yours off/ Makes awkward encounters
Y'all take all control/We tryna take ahold
Tryna thrive in this life/Limelight before we die
Y'all takin all the spotlight/Demons dance over bodies in all white
Facilitate my fate/Steve Nash in '05
Tell me what's great/I'll take the whole plate
Got a f*cking stomach ache/Ended with a heart of hate
Bathed in the mud n' ash/Now she really starts to glow
Others in the snow n' rain crash/They begin to grow cold
They grab each others hand/To make the other whole
What if dandruff was glitter/What if your tears turned to silver
There's magic in the air/Pixie dust in their hands
We can't find a commonplace/While they fly to Neverland
Last night was perfect/But the future forms if its worth it
Tell me is the shit workin/Or is the love worthless
Are we growin closer as we grow older/Or growin colder thinkin hopeless
She lets you have it/Though she knows she's right
Lets you keep your f*ckin male pride/Almost like love died
We're naked and ashamed/She presses in/I run from the pain
Know exactly what she needs/I listen to everything
I want to set star sights/But maybe I should gaze through my own eyes
Instead I bought the lies of what I'd need/Should strive to be me
But I want a life that's pristine
That's the end of the first half of Matinee