Feeling like i aint myself no more i swear i been feelin different from me
I been holdin pain for all these years like it was gifted to me
I aint have no gift or a tree so i got to hittin the streets
Feel like they locked us in box im tryna get to the key
Lately he cant even face the man lookin in his mirror
He been lost deep in his thoughts he neva thought he a be a killa
He done took so many losses feelin off since he remember
Grew up hangin wit some bosses then he lost his strongest members
He aint got too much love in em they never f*cked wit em
They took his soul out em he turned to a thug nigga
Start puttin slugs in em takin all them drugs nigga
And all them voices in his head aint from above nigga
He lost his mind a thousand times and they aint have no remorse
So he gon leave em where they at when his life better of course
And lately he been fightin demons need some better support
Feel like he locked inside his thoughts he need somewhere to resort
Allah took soldiers from his earth twon i think my soul cursed
All these years and he still question why the have to goo first
Why they leave em on his own stay distracted wit his songs
Feelin pain inside his skin like he got cactus in his bones
Been stuck in his mind a lil too long feel like he hidin from his clones
He had stopped cryin cuz he felt his soldiers cries when it get cold
Dont wanna feel insane no mo sick of pain in yo soul
They cant relate to whats inside of u yo fate been tryna show
Feeling like i aint myself no more i swear i been feelin different from me
I been holdin pain for all these years like it was gifted to me
I aint have no gift or a tree so i got to hittin the streets
Feel like they locked us in box im tryna get to the key
Lately he cant face the man lookin in his mirror
He been lost deep in his thoughts he neva thought he a be a killa
He done took so many losses feelin off since he remember
Grew up hangin wit some bosses then he lost his strongest members