I've grown cold, full of pride and doubt
Traded grass and soil for busy streets
Spent five years trading time for fear
There's rot in my soul, that you can clean
Why do you keep falling back to me
Why do you keep falling back to me
Baited breath and gnashing teeth
I hear it in your voice when you speak to me
My walls wash away
From the truth, that you won't believe
Why do you keep holding onto me
Why do you keep holding onto me
I'm lost, inside my own ways
So find a road away from
My goddamn hold I don't deserve, yeah
Eh, eh
If you won't hold the door, won't hope no more
I'll stay with lock and key
Oh I know you're tired, gave it all
So decide right now to be free
Why do you keep holding onto me
Why do you keep falling back to me
I'm lost, inside my own ways
So find a road away from
My goddamn hold I don't deserve, yeah
Ey, ey