Deepest desperation
Shows you the way home
Pain makes you feel safe
'Cause it is all, all you know
Hold on to your precious delusion
You're alone in the world, separate from all
Hold on to your dear desperation
Blame the outside and paint all your world black
It's weight makes you crawl
Don't let anyone
See you close enough
To know how weak you are
Open your arms for no one
Hold on to your precious delusion
You're alone in the world, separate from all
Hold on to your dear desperation
Blame the outside and paint all your world black
I know how one might fear life more than death
How pain may become the last thing you have left
The only thing worth all the pain is to change
But you still choose to live like a rat in a cage
You refuse to be a part of this world
You love your seclusion
The weight of the world on your shoulders
Dead end conclusion