I told myself I wouldn't wait
But by default my lack of movement
Makes it quite obvious what I'm doing
I worry about my use to you
If I don't give you all you want
I know you'll find somebody else to
Before you had me
Having me meant more
I want to mold myself to you
Turns out it's not about my will
I'm not the one who's being lied to
I wish that I was easier
But in my mind I complicate
Til I negate all that we've been through