I pop a seal and
I'm losing feeling
And if I f*cking die up off this shit I'll die alone
I pop da pills and
They give me feeling
And if I have to cry up in this bitch I'll cry alone
Birthdays
Always the worst days
Don't wanna be alive
Cause I'm hurting
Hurt in the worst ways
Tears fill up my eyes
And I'm choking
I got a nose bleed
Me and my brother fighting
My aunt scream
Threaten to kick me out
Family so divided
I hate me
I hate me
I hate me myself
And I blame me
Blame me
Oh I blame myself
And if God
Decides
I should burn in Hell
I'll save you
Save you
If I can't save myself
I pop a seal and
I'm losing feeling
And if I f*cking die up off this shit I'll die alone
I pop da pills and
They give me feeling
And if I have to cry up in this bitch I'll cry alone
I'll die alone
I don't cry but if I did I'd cry alone
I put a 4 in a coke
Ice on me I need a coat
Water on me like a boat
I put my dick in her throat
She wanna play in the snow
I let her play in the snow
I am the one with the power
I am the one in control
These niggas be selling they soul
(They soul)
I'm walking around with a pole
(With a pole)
I pop a seal and
I'm losing feeling
And if I f*cking die up off this shit I'll die alone
I pop da pills and
They give me feeling
And if I have to cry up in this bitch I'll cry alone