Shot down by everyone's disbelief
Knocked out by the pain that they're causing me
Why do I have to live up to Society
I f*cked it up where's my time machine
So if you'd ask me about the past
And if I could would I go back
I don't even have to think about that
Hell yeah hell yeah I would go back
Now I know that
I f*cked up the first time
And in life there's not always a second try
I just don't know where I have to go from here
Feels like I f*cked up so bad this year
My last year
F*ck
Locked out of my maturity
I'm grown up inside can't you see
And I know that this is all my fault
Don't tell me again before I fall
To the ground of disappointment
What I need is to keep going
And not to give up the first time
It's all over now
I need to retry
Hey Hey Hey Hey
Now I know that
I f*cked up the first time
And in life there's not always a second try
I just don't know where I have to go from here
Feels like I f*cked up so bad this year, my last year