Another memory fades
In the hour
I still feel like its true
How I'm still drying out these eyes
I'm holding flowers
Not waiting out the truth
I cant help feeling like I'm falling out
Is it just me or reality
I cant hide how it hurts I'm so taboo
Will I stay true
Will you too
I'll still be holding flowers
Waiting for you
I feel like I'm still 17
Nobody wants me
I don't know what to do
Why I'm so terrified of you
I'm holding flowers
I've never been this scared
I can't help feeling like nobody
Is it me
Is it just me
I can't hide how it hurts
It's not meant to be
Not meant to be
Why cant I ever write, my thoughts are
Pooling into the tears on your pillowcase
And I should just leave home
Why should I come back if you're not here
I cant help feeling like I'm falling out
Is it just me or reality
I cant hide how it hurts I'm so taboo
Will I stay true
Will you too
I'll still be holding flowers
Waiting for you