Yeah I had to live and learn
But you get it from me
I have to keep my shut what we did for the streets
I will never sell my soul
Cuz God been here for me
We stuck up in the system
Yeah we in it too deep
Ain't no love in me kuz I'm heartless
Stop blaming me for the shit that you started
I hate love kuz my heart is never guarded
I can't sleep my demons be jumping out the closet
I be feeling like God gone take me nigga
For the shit the did but it is what it is
But when you do take me lord
I had always put you number 1 like a draft board
I hate dealing with her insecurities
But she blame it on me
Everything is always my fault
And that's all that she see
And she said f*ck me
Yeah I had to live and learn
But you get it from me
I have to keep my shut what we did for the streets
I will never sell my soul
Cuz God been here for me
We stuck up in the system
Yeah we in it too deep
Tell me do you pain
When I was left up in the rain
All this shit I was going through had me going insane
But I'm the same nigga
I'm in my lane but you a lane switcher
Free all my niggas that's on lockdown
I was almost there with them I had to calm down
It ain't love no love in the streets you hear that gun sound
Bullets flying at my door am I gonna be dead now
I know my mom up there praying for me
This life shit ain't easy
Without you it ain't no love in my heart
I don't be making her life easy
I hate dealing with her insecurities
But she blame it on me
Everything is always my fault
And that's all that she see
And she said f*ck me
Yeah I had to live and learn
But you get it from me
I have to keep my shut what we did for the streets
I will never sell my soul
Cuz God been here for me
We stuck up in the system
Yeah we in it too deep