I don't care about him anyway
He never meant anything to me like
I don't even know what to do
Hold on he's calling
I thought it was real love
But that ain't what she really knows
She tells me that she loves me
But it really doesn't show
I can't keep up this act and just keep going blow for blow
Doing circles in my head
I don't know where to go
I can't tell you how it feels in my mind
I'm moving on sorry that I'm leaving you behind
Tell me how it hurts you it'll be just fine
I know that you love me but it's hard sometimes
Thinkin' bout you got my mind in a swirl
How can I be so broken you not even my girl
But I treat you with the best that's iced diamonds and pearls
All the things I did for you I gave you my whole world
I tried to do the best for you but it wasn't enough
I poured my heart and soul out and you made it really tough
Treat you right give you this life and all this other stuff
But you took it all for granted and that shows it was fake love
I tried and tried to make it right but I lost all your trust
I wanted something real and tried to make it seem more just
I realize now you didn't want me you were caught in lust
So now our relationship is just turning straight to rust
Straight to rust
Straight to rust
I told you that I loved but you said it ain't enough
I always knew when you were lying I could call your bluff
I put up with the heartache and all the depressing stuff
Heard you were leaving me and man I swear this feelings rough
I don't know what's going on in my mind
Back when we were lovers everything just felt fine
I remember all the times when I said you were mine
And now that you're gone I'm mad all the time
I just can't believe that I'm feeling so down
I always felt better and loved when you were around
I did to myself I gave you a false crown
Now there's paint on my face I'm a joker I'm a clown
I'm sitting here thinking was I made to rust
These thoughts keep swimming and my heads about to bust
I can't believe I got intoxicated with your lust
In my heart I always knew you were the one I couldn't trust
Yeah the trusts all gone now
I'm moving on and taking steps to kill our past now
Please don't come back crying I really couldn't care less now
I really hope the worst for you cause I'm feeling the best now
Straight to rust
Straight to rust