Understand My Mind Video (MV)

I can leave the past behind
And I can call it illusion
Losin cool just calms me down
Cause I get colder when I lose it
See my momma in the clouds
Hopin she can see me do this
Keep my peace at any cost
Because my hands is all inclusive
And my anger gets me lucid
I violent I get gruesome
If he never had the balls bitch
Maybe now it's time he grew some
Im abusive
And I'm sorry if you ever seen me mad
All i need is music
Ima westside nigga
Wanna go north wit my dreams
You can sleep all you want
And I'll just pop in yo dream
Like wassup here's my song
Can you give it stream
And I hope u feel that
Lil stomach fluttery thing
Like when the music
Makes you feel not alone in the sheets
U can see a different life
It give you something to think
I just wanna make music
For a long lost soul
Just to get you through sum times
That wasn't foretold
U never get a warning wit this life shit
It's like
Every single second is sum new shit
Don't wanna be
Stuck in a rut
With a pain in my butt
As I'm workin the night shift
Maybe problems just
Peaked at the bottom
But crept to the top
Of my conscious
Just tell the cricket
That when It get wicked man
I can not listen to conscience
Even the biggest of boulders
Or weights on my shoulders
Won't stop my resilience
It's a
Come back type of thing
I
Come back with a swing
I
Flow like a butterfly and
Sting
Just like a bee
I
Just wanna feel sumthin different then my own pain even tho I gained
And a few scars frm my old name
Maybe it's the way I dress maybe it's the way say
The things that I do that's gon make
You feel a type of way
I'm sorry I'm out going and I'm sorry Im a little diff
I live in niggas heads and ion gotta pay the rent
Electric gas or water bill
Damn if my looks could kill id prolly off the world
Cause that's just how I really feel
Confidence is so good
My style be winter fresh
Fresher then a new born baby
No hair up on my chest
You get the jist now?
You see what is now?
You see that I'm killin these niggas and
Not wit a sword but just a pen now
Uh
You get the jist now?
You see my wit now?
I see that I'm killin these niggas and
Not wit a sword but just a pen now
That's the type of line that you repeat
That's the type of rhyme I should've said it times 3
I hope feel sum that's new and unique
Cause I put my heart in everything that write and I speak