Hell Video (MV)

I'm out of touch
And that's not enough
You can't relate to me
I don't show enough vulnerability

Living in a palace
Filled with souvenirs from my nightmares
Can it ever really compare?
They could never tell my story

Shit's been bad
But life's our greatest teacher
Seen death so many times
You'd think I'm f***ing the grim reaper
Or I could even be her

Wanna keep trying, said I'd never quit
But all these pill bottles are making me sick
I'm hurting but I think I hide it well
If you wanna get to heaven
First you gotta go through hell

First you gotta go through hell
If you wanna get to heaven
First you gotta go through hell
First you gotta go through hell
If you wanna get to heaven
First you gotta go through

Gotta figure it out
I'm laced with doubt
But I don't have a choice
It's taking my voice
Taking everything I have

And nobody can understand
No one has this in their plans
I could pray but I'd rather not
After all this I got trust issues with god
And now I'm feeling like I'm

Chained to the bedside
Of a dying dream
Everything is always
So much more than it seems
But first you gotta go through hell

First you gotta go through hell
If you wanna get to heaven
First you gotta go through hell

I'll let go
But I'll never be the same
I'll bury the old me with your memory

I'll let go
But I'll never be the same
I'll bury the old me with your memory

I'll bury the old me with your memory