november 2022 Video (MV)

I called, and called, and called, and called
Hold, hold, hold on, hold, hold on
Will you hold, hold, hold, hold, hold on
I still remember, yeah that November
And now I can't breathe, yeah now I can't breathe
I left a message at your phone (no answer)
And then I texted your friend on my own (no answer)
I worry about you (why)
Because I love you (f*ck)
But it took you one night, one time
And you were spreading open your thighs for him
And now I can't breathe, no I can't
Hold, hold, hold on, hold, hold on
Will you hold, hold, hold, hold, hold on
I still remember, yeah that November
And now I can't breathe, yeah now I can't breathe
You gave me everything I needed
Now I'm stuck here and I'm grieving
Never thought that the thing that you wanted
Was somebody else, f*ck
Hold, hold onto me (hold you back, I don't even wanna' end up like that)
Just kiss me, so gently (I just been getting cold and pretend like there's not a problem with my head, my head)
I miss those eyes (I'm off track, I'm trying my best I know I try)
I know it's time (don't want to forget to defend)
To cut the ties (myself, ties)
In between you and I