Z4Y4H - tired of livin Lyrics

Yeah, I'm tired of livin
But I'll be alright
Couldn't give me a minute
I gave you all my time
Now it's give me a drink
So I don't see right
You left me to help me
I know that that's a lie
Now, I'm up and I don't look back (Look back)
Shooting rounds for fun, no track (Yeah no track)
Nowadays, I don't even want you back
I just wanna change my life
I'm always doing wrong, not the right
And I don't wanna focus on myself
But I've been going through it and need your help
I just wanna change, I just wanna change
Put someone in my place, someone in my place
Yeah, they would do so much better (Better)
I get so cold like December (December)
And I lied (Lied)
I don't even wanna live my life (Live my life)
I don't even wanna go and try
Doors to the whip uhh, it's f*cking suicide
Yeah, I'm tired of livin
But I'll be alright
Couldn't give me a minute
I gave you all my time
Now it's give me a drink
So I don't see right
You left me to help me
I know that that's a lie
Now, I'm up and I don't look back (Look back)
Shooting rounds for fun, no track (Yeah no track)
Nowadays, I don't even want you back
I just wanna change my life
I'm always doing wrong, not the right
And I don't wanna focus on myself
But I've been going through it and need your help
Yeah, I'm tired of livin' (I'm in pain)
But I'll be alright
Couldn't give me a minute
I gave you all my time
Now it's give me a drink
So I don't see right (Ohh I'm in pain, I'm in pain)
You left me to help me
I know that that's a lie (Did you even notice?)
Now, I'm up and I don't look back (Look back)
Shooting rounds for fun, no track (Yeah no track)
Nowadays, I don't even want you back (Ohh did you notice? Did you notice?)
I just wanna change my life (Cause' I'm hurt)
I'm always doing wrong, not the right (If you don't love me does it matter what I do?)
And I don't wanna focus on myself (If you don't love me)
But I've been going through it and need your help (Than why the f*ck do I love you?)